Who dares try to solve my puzzle and enigma in my body and mind, buddy and design, but they prefer to resign...behind 4x

Who can love me?
I always have a unique sound pursuiting my mind, could you understand?
Or you will let me behind... behind 4x

Tease me in my thirsty appetite
I’m ok...I’m all right! That’s the story in my sight
And keep goin on in 48 nights, I said 48 nights
I fall asleep, no dream, but everything is so bright while you step aside
I’m ok, i’m all right
I’m not the one who easily fright ...again